Okay guys I've jus realised this probs isnt the place to be posting these but they're not exactly prose so hey! Sorry to fill up your msgs with them. This is the last one:::

Andi. I guess you're the only one out of the three that has a chance of reading this providing you keep my trust. I never even meant to give you my link it's just that one night when I was really down I didnt know how else to let you understand me. You're the only one who does understand me properly. You see me fo my own colours yet you don't judge me and you're always there to talk to. I'm sorry that I'm always turning to you for advice. I always weigh you down with my burdens. I never quite understood how you can make it seem like things never get to you. Like you are a free man of the world. I know you're not. I know things do get to you. But you manag to hide that. I cant. I'l never be able to thank you enough for what you have done for me despite my mistreatment of you. Guess that's one mistake I'll always have to live with eh? But you know I've managed! For once I have something good from a mistake I made, and that is the friendship frm you. I'm sorry if I've never been a good friend to you. I seem to ruin things for you in little ways all the time. I will try my best to stop that. I dont really know what else to say to you without repeating myself. You know most things about me without me even having to say and I hope you know how much I care and how much I am sorry without me having to say it too.

Peace out Godz Gift.
Take care and have a drink for me
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